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-Ecc 3:11a "He has made everything beautiful in its time"-

Thursday, September 15, 2005

my second entry today... yes, not that i'm very free... its just that God has been exceptionately faithful to me today. really... when u think that everything is falling apart, when situations go out of comtrol, God never fails to remind us that as long as we commit it to Him and trust in Him, knowing that He will oversee all situations, everything will turn out fine.

today as i said, my form teacher was upset with us for not coming to school yesterday. yes, the mass pon session. she was disappointed. and i can feel for her disappointment, cos HEY, we are AHRed. and she felt that it was irresponsible of us to be ponning school that day especially when she felt that it was a good opportunity for class bonding. i guess when she told us about it in GP lesson i wanted to laugh, cos the thought of 5 people sitting in the first row of the school hall is totally hilarious. but it later got to me because during the GP lesson we were discussing about legalisation of gay marriages and we (amaria, ethel and i) felt that we couldn't really witness to her about how we felt that moral values and religion are just tied up together. and when we talked about religion, we just felt that we were really not being and acting Christ like in anyway from our mass ponning session yesterday. and it would be really hypocritical to be talking about it in GP class as though we are very righteous because we really did something that was not right at all. and yes, during pe, we felt terrible. it was as though every prick of the conscience hurt like mad. i think it was especially bad for me. God really let me feel how disappointed my teacher felt and how inappropreate it was for me to have not gone to school yesterday even though if i really wanted to, i could. sure i was sick, but if i really wanted to i could have gone to school. it wasn't as tho i was like dying. so i just felt really terrible. like a sinner. and i just felt impressed to talk to my teacher about it and just seek forgiveness. it was really difficult. especially when i didn't really know what to say. but God is faithful and He is always for us repenting for our sins. so ya, i had a small little talk with my form teacher during lunch. i told her that i was really sorry for acting as such. and i really felt relieved after i did talk to her. as tho there was a big load off my shoulders. God is really good. :)

another thing that happened... whoar this is like some drama serial... haha. i borrowed John Sloman's Economics book fro the library, that thick ginormous thing and carried it around school... but, i was stupid enough to forget about it and somehow only realise after school in the hub that i did not have it with me. i almost died. yes, that fat library book would burn a hole in my pocket to pay for it and so i ran from hub to 6th floor to 2nd floor to library to General office... basically everywhere just searching for it. ethel was fantastic, she helped me all the way never failing to accompany me up and down the lift from floor to floor searching for that book. we commited it to God and were kinda thankful that at least we knew that it was in school. somehow after rationalizing which classrooms were possibly venues where i had left the book, i was prompted to call huron, since clement had already left school cos his class came in after ours when we left for lit. and TA DA!!!! huron said that nick seow from his class took it and put it in some other classroom on level 2. it was like... -_-"... but i was really really thankful. thankful that God had everything in His hands and i didn't have to be overly worried about it. thankful that nick seow had actually taken it cos yay, at least someone i know has it, tho he put it in another class, but that's not the point. thankful that huron took note of the book and was able to comtact nick seow. thankful that everything was all right by 6pm. thankful that although it was my fault in losing the book and goofed up, God had provided a way out for me. yay. God is truely faithful. :)

all rightio. i need to go and do my mind maps now for GP essay outline test tomorrow... yay. joyfulness... haha.

toodles.

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